Sometimes I wish they won’t suffer this much.
Today I am writing about a cute and happy doggo (dog) who left this world. Last night, I experienced the deepest sorrow of my life. I remember sometimes when I saw them they were siblings and someone left them on the side of the road. The both look same just difference of black and brown spots on them.
They were so scared when they saw other people passing by. They don’t even take food or any other thing to eat from strangers. They are just little kids who are so scared as there owner left them. When I saw them they little puppies. I felt like I will beat that person so hard he will do such kind of thing but I don’t know anything who left them.
I play with them when I come back from the library or my workplace. They both came towards me when they see me. Wiggling their little tails exited bark greetings, they want belly rubs all the time. Their eyes were very shiny and expressive. I spend like 20 to 30 minutes with them. I wish I have more space in my house so I can take them home but not.
Since they both are strays but they filled me up with love and bond. But sometimes destiny had other plans for both of them. There is a saying “Whoever has come to this earth has come with his destiny written in it”.
The shy one died last night because she ate poison while searching for food. She was very weak from last couple of days I thought she caught up in a big fight but in the morning I got to know that she ate poisonous lizard type thing. Last night I was with her she was just lying she was trying to get up and run but she was unable to do that.
“In loving memory of the dogs who have left this world, their paw prints remain forever on our hearts. They brought joy, unconditional love, and unwavering companionship into our lives. Though they are no longer with us, their spirit continues to inspire and comfort us. Their loyalty and love will never be forgotten, and their presence will always be cherished in the beautiful memories we hold dear.”
The final moments were like heart-wrenching. I think I was the last person she saw while she was alive. I was staring in her eyes and wishing “God! Please take her”. Sometimes I feel useless to others and sometimes the opposite happens.
She was suffering so much at that time her eyes gone all her vision was gone she was unable to identify me also. I tried to clear her eyes but I failed. They were so much swollen that was making to loose her vision. I was unable to help her and the next morning today she died under the car she was lying. I called her she didn’t respond at that time I know she was gone and that was the best for her.
Deeply saddened by his loss, but its the nature of the universe we have to accept.
My heart is heavy deeply saddened but I m grateful for the time we both spend together. It was not that very long but it was great. I even made a sweater for her. She was looking so cute in that cherry colored sweater. She kept smiling after she wore that sweater her eyes were filled with tears like she was saying “Thank you”.
In the end I just want to say that I will going to help all those voiceless animals. It hurts me so badly that I loose her a beautiful angel like doggo and the worst thing was I was unable to do anything. I am probably the last person she saw with her painful eyes. Like she was saying save me but I failed. GOD! please take care of that sweet angel in heaven.
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